Even though I am watching two extra kids today for some amazing friends of mine, I am trying to regroup and prepare mentally for tomorrow's Thanksgiving. It's gonna be so incredibly tough. I miss my dad so much...there is a hole inside of me. Seeing family will be wonderful but tough too and am afraid I will cry all day...I guess whatever will be will be....
I just am hoping I don't make it more difficult on my mom or brother or my daughters. I'm trying to go in with no expectations....not easy.
It's funny, this blog is starting out to be my whining board but it's what I need right now and I know that slowly it will change as I do. I have hope still. I have my dad's strength and love to guide me.
Whining serves a purpose too.
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