Monday, November 28, 2011

I can do it ha ha ha

You know it's interesting, b/c Katie has SPD and Anxiety Disorder and we have a mantra at our house....I CAN DO IT! when there is something very challenging for her but we need her to try.  My I CAN DO IT has turned into a sitting on my ass and letting other's do it.  Asking for help.  Feeling disabled.  Trying to spin that into I am good enough. 

A month without therapy has NOT been good for me.  Need to go.  Missing my dad....Mike doesn't get that part all that well which makes it hard.  He also has no poker face so when I ask him to do something he doesn't want to he does it but the "blech" is written all over his face. 

I don't want this BODY anymore!!!!  I want the old me back!!!!  Please please please!!!!  I know it's not gonna happen but Santa, THAT is what I want for Christmas....

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