Tuesday, November 22, 2011

I can't take anymore

Seriously in the middle of a huge panic attack so gonna ground myself the only way I know how...blogging to keep myself in the present....get rid of the toxins.  After fighting with my brother today...huge pain in my lower back and diaphram, trying to decorate my moms for xmas, being so afraid of crying all day on thanksgiving missing my dad so much, what happens....the project I made my mom for her annalee dolls fell off the wall.  I just feel like I can't do anything right and me and my body are not good enough.  I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS!!!!  Please make it stop....I can't take one more thing!
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  1. AndyNovember 22, 2011 at 8:19 PM

    I'm hoping that by the time I'm reading this your panic attack has subsided. But I'm glad you got it out. Rant away, baby! Get it out of your system, because that's the best way to keep it from poisoning you.
    Big huge hugs.

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